May 14, 2013

True Meaning of Love/treat Thy neighbor as thyself



The real step to the next level is not Franken medicine based gmo manipulations to reach super human capabilities. It is radical inwardness or esoteric twist, awareness of self and self-responsibility at increasingly deeper levels. A case which is been cooking in my mind for days, to illustrate this regards the Bilderberg meetings and other highly secretive high power group meetings between extreme big capital and politicians (the brokers of power) etc. The real power/capability we need to build now and broker is the ability to see ourselves and realize that what we are doing to others it is really doing to ourselves. The teaching: do onto others as thy wants done onto oneself, has really more bearing on oneself than the other. Understanding this with the esoteric twist means that what we are seeing in, doing to, concealing from…the other is really what we are seeing…doing…concealing from our self. The saying was not meant really in the sense of do good to the other because this is what we want done to us. Or; thus it was not meant in an open ended informal fashion. It meant that literally what u do to the other u are doing to yourself.

For instance when u try too hard to convince someone it is because u are not convinced of something yourself. Extensive dream tracking has shown that this leads to a repressing of one’s own uncertainty within and this can completely split and send one off balance at deepest level of being which can affect everything on one’s body and life etc…
The highly secretive meetings and the contenders of them need to know that when u are secretive about these things or thus try to conceal things from the public that what u are really concealing from others u re really concealing also from urself. It is u who is really afraid of seeing what u are doing... And it is exactly the same as lying and as with lying for we know when we are lying and in this sense our own unconscious becomes our worse enemy in this.

This goes for everybody. The next time u conceal something from someone remember that u are really afraid of seeing what u are concealing from another yourself. Toward graduating to a more self-aware species we need to know that who we are really first and fore-mostly dealing with is ourself. The thing is that thus there’s no way to hide from ourselves. This is because the unconscious is always everywhere. That what we are telling others is really also self talk. When we confess to another or ask another sorry it is really ourselves we are begging for forgiveness.

What we think we are researching out there is ourselves. The question the researcher launches to study something our there is really self research. This view which really bends back on itself is the next step we have to take now to reach the next level of evolution. No technology can take us to this next level because technology cannot self reflect! So yes don't look at research look at researcher and look at the question as unconscious self-study. People are always and constantly confessing who they really are. This is really what the uroboric serpent represents and means someone’s awareness bending back onto itself and thus a stage where we start to consciously think about our own thinking and look at our own way of looking… This will lead to us giving birth to the next edition of ourselves. We will learn this the hard way if we don’t awaken to it now. We will experience that the hole we dig for the other that we are ourselves in it and will fall in it because it is ourselves we are experiencing in the other. There’s no other way out of the maze. That is the real Law. the sayings in Bible are still there but have been twisted exoterically.

April 26, 2013

Gut, Hunches and Superposition: Living direct from the Self

I found that living by the gut eventually brings you into conflict with the head people .. even the heart people at times .. i found a gut based life is as tricky as any .. probably why so many have gut problems .. In my own case I find the soul/sole of my feet is what works best. Gut without soul in my life became just consuming and dominating. My gut needs soul to earth it somehow. I suspect these mythologies are very personal and individual.

The gut (got/d) moves forward based on hunches. Not reason (socalled) facts or feelings (whims). Hunches are in superposition. Head and heart before it collapsed out of wave. This is why IQ and EQ are both still Newtonian and obsolete in a quantum era. This is why the masculine intelligence (reason) or the feminine emotional intelligence alone out of each others embrace are only halves of the whole and avail of a very partial incomplete take. The hunch comes from the Self which is the whole where they are still one. This is why even the Dalai Lama has recently tweeted that our current schools teach alienation from Self...with their IQ "fact" based standardized approaches. We now need a quantum education to prepare us for a quantum era and quantum world.

the teachers and management...people have to change. no change is possible outside of the people. That's why educational rform has never worked. they want to change procedures etc. but the people are the problem...

we have to change hearts and minds to gut... we still think change is out there. like sustainability is still looked at as gadjets. but it is the minds which need changing. in a quantum era the true governments/schools/businesses will know how to do mind work to take us to superposition and to a new reality.

i wouldnt call it influence. everybody would have to see the need to work on themselves... anything else is not sustainable or real. that would just remake the same mistake now being made at schools etc where they want to mold the students into something "they" (schools...) see fit. Self school is about cultivating Self to unfold from within.

April 16, 2013

There are no parts

There are no parts. Everything and I mean everyone and everything is a little whole. Everything is an every-ONE.

Defining leads to seeing things as separate from observer. Meaning leads to innerstanding things as all one. Before Self, this true experience of true nature of reality would swallow us up in a psychedelic DMT experience. But with Self we can survive seeing/being this true nature of reality. We r all-one caught in the illusion of separateness. One and therefore whole. We surely need to shift paradigm from Newton to Prigogine, Varela and and brokered by Jung...

April 02, 2013

Aquarius: We have moved into the Larger Landscape of Mind on 31.3.13



The biggest problem now lies in our world view, namely that (the way) we quantify things at the base of which lies separating things in strengths or weaknesses or positives or negatives etc.

This view has reached its zenith in dividing everything in 0s and 1s. Notice that this language cannot create real, but only virtual realities...video games (computers)... Also it can't read the larger reality beyond the very narrow frequency spectrum we are stuck or locked in.

We are in an intermediate realm. When we see that reality is both 0's AND 1's at the same time, and not 0's or 1's we will enter a new landscape of mind or real reality also referred to as the going from the microcosmos to the macrocosmos. This transition of the micro (space time) to the macrocosmos or thus the digital to the real is like phono to stereo ... or analogue to HD.


This is symbolized by the water bearer or the man: anthropos or Adam Kadmon stepping out of the sea of Pisces. Pisces was the stage we would be encapsulated in this digital world or zeros or ones. Caught in a false sense of separation or division between things. The figure of Aquarius is really the Anthropos or what is called the higher Adam in certain traditions or the unfallen man. So this is if u which the true avatar or true self needed to experience reality outside of the digital cave of Pisces, or the macrocosmos.


The land of Oz lies at the other extreme of entering the digital or computer fully. We see this for instance in the movie Tron. Here we also need an avatar to fully go out of body to fully enter the computer. In a prior blog I explain how the smart system and mainframe people are being hooked up to combined with the merging of neuro-machine interface ultimately results in finding oneself within such a computer of sorts.

Tron But to fully exit the matrix the true Self is the Avatar required to enter or thus be able to transmit the fully real. In the fully digital of the land of Oz (or Tron) the avatar or character we enter looses full real touch with the surrounding. It is like interacting with the world through a screen, versus face to face and real touch. Yet at the intermediate state (middle world) we are still not fully able to experience the immediate oneness of the wave at the quantum level or collective unconscious. A the deeper level the true Self is fully in and feeling the immediate oneness with all. Full telepathic immediate connection. In the intermediate space time we are caught in a state of separateness to the world.

The middle world we are in versus the quantum level is captured in the wave particle paradox. We know at the deepest level the world is quantum yet we are locked out of it in the current state of self. In this new world we will be directly in the wave called superposition in quantum physics, yet we need true Self to enter that environment, or as they say to read or decode that mindscape. In the move Avatar it is sort of depicted in terms of the Avatar body that is entered to be able to experience the magical world the indigenous inhabit. We know we only experience a few percentages of the full world around us, given the frequency we are dialed into. At the core of this new world we have now moved into everything experiences itself also as the whole. In the fully digital of Oz this is the full inverse and is why there technology is god. But in the real Zion we are the whole so no joysticks or remote controls required.

No voyeurs in the free world outside of the cave/Matrix...direct firsthand experience of the wave. But what no body wants to understand is that without true Self or thus that vessel I referred to above as the Avatar or the Anthropos we can't experience the wave level of reality, just as we would not be able to experience this intermediate middle world without this body or vessel.

We are in middle world and self which is still only experiencing 6% of itself and thus the real world and need a real self to experience the real world. Now it is in moments in sports referred to as the Zone or referred to also as OBE's that the real world (called paranormal to the middle world) is experienced where there's a direct telepathic/quantum communication. Obviously here there can be no need for a phone/computer to communicate. Or we would find a cirque de Soleil world without strings and tricks with the magical world of Oz. U c we are the real quantum being not the quantum computer found in the world of Tron. The computer was made in the image of the digital self. It was just like everything else in the Matrix, an aid till the butterfly could hatch out of the caterpillar or cave.

We have now entered Aquarius or the real New Age and what I spoke of in my last radio interview (linked on my FB page) is that it is thus natural that this world will split off eventually from under world. Everything will be done to stop this world from being blasted off into deep space (which is the lower world), but the wave is now here and it is really a question now of the work of the shadow to get enough people to get their true Self to enter the new landscape of mind.

The false singularity wants to merge u with a collective (a mainframe) without real self. This is a false rapture and a loss of ourself. Only when we get to know who we really are will we not be totally lost when merging with a larger whole.



In terms of fractals I am a little whole, this is the only reason I can even really relate to the larger whole. This is why only real individuals who have realized their wholeness (individual means individable), can connect to a larger whole which is inside/outside themselves. If not the collective is a mob which has swallowed up the individuality of the parts (little wholes) of the whole and this will never hold. Only when each part sees itself as a little whole and the whole as each part we will have a real order/Kingdom.

The shadow work is the person working on finding their own integrity or integerness...wholeness, which leads to Self and thus which is the form in which we can experience true direct spiritual or quantum wholeness of the real world. We cannot find wholeness out there if we haven't found it inside first, which is what Self with the capital S is.

This must become clear now, that we must find Self (real individuality) first. Going to the wave before Self and thus before the shadow is blissing out and thus not the real bliss found as the sap or nectar of the lotus (Self).















March 03, 2013

Singularity: They are creating a rocket ship to blast u off Earth. I'm not Joking. This is not a Metaphor.



We often hear of mind over matter. But this is really the wrong approach. In this video u will see Jim Carrey get a feeling of exhilaration and freedom when he says that he found through this (what I call bliss-out) practice that he is freed from his thoughts. Doesn't have to worry anymore. This is the bliss out approach I have been cautioning for being not the right approach. Yet here i want to sketch where it is really heading. 

As with every good magician illusionist there must be good distraction. The hooking up of the mind via a chip into a smart mainframe is a real development (see article below) but is supplementary to, and really not, the real program hooking us up to a mainframe. In the article of the chipping and via the chip directly hooking up to the smart mainframe we find really the same thing as the non-dual movement in this video called Mind over Matter, but the other way around. As with everything digital or dichotomy based, they are opposite ways to the same problem and end destination. Very much like how extreme capitalism leads to the same absolutism as extreme socialism. Les extremes se touchent.

Scientists Successfully Implant Chip That Controls The Brain

In this video attached here first we find that they are not talking of Self, but consciousness, and a whole sea of it. And the leaving of the mind and thoughts and body; and hooking up to this sea of consciousness is bypassing the Self and real individuality (not only ego) and really the hooking up to the mainframe. As per the video, the problem is not just the hooking up to consciousness, we need a real Self to enter this quantum realm of oneness and being one with all. If there's no self we can't really speak of oneness with all, what there really is than is simply returning to amniotic nothingness. If not, without reaching Self, we are realy uploaded to this collective consciousness without individuality which is a hyperspace and really an imprisonment or loss of soul.

The whole purpose of history and the whole western development was about creating a sense of individuality. The surplus of it leads to individualism, but to fully out that fire is very dangerous. Both the chip and these consciousness practices are the extinction of the person. Without individuality there are no human rights and the whole concept of democracy & Montesquieu and rechtsstaat disappears. We relapse into a state of tribal dictatorship under a mainframe.

What is really happening with this mega bliss out out of body mass ritual is the creation of a spaceship UFO of sorts to blast us off into deep outer or hyperspace. It all really revolves around the 3 steps, 3-2-1 blast off, and the cutting off of the shadow or earth.

Out of Body & Out of Earth Experience

The video on Mind over Matter embedded here shows how this effort is blasting us off into what is classically called OBE's and what is called hyperspace in hyper dimensional physics. This is really the being blasted off and launched into deep outer zero G space which is in terms of a real quantum understanding really being abducted toward other/lower dimensions. This OBE-ing is going toward lower dimensions, and there will be huge outrage when people realize what they are participating in really in terms of this now global program.

We can see in the video how this freeing from thought is really zoning or blissing out which is deadly for the western mind, for it bypasses the shadow and the conscience, and is an abortion of the real butterfly we are supposed to become. This cutting off from the shadow leads to going out of body (OBE) via the pineal gland and third eye which is the portal and one eye so worshiped in these circles. When this is done en masse this leads to eventually what is called singularity or the blast off into hyper space. This singularity is sold as immortality but is really the death of the soul when this is done beyond return. What stays over here are empty shells which explains much of the zombie epidemic.

The whole Out of Body movement goes hand in hand with the lucid dreaming and other non-dual practices in the first video (mind over matter) to exit thoughts etc. Here below in this link we find a website with such lucid events, in this case calling it lucid light which promises everyone an out of body experience. This is part of the megaritual which took place on 2012 and which was all about this blissing out of body.

The Awakening Weekend

The following link is based on the same as this lucid light event and here based on this portal opening event.

Hypnagogic Light Experience with Lucia Lucia with Dirk and Engelbert in Stonehenge :) The portal opening tour continues....

This is another example of this blissing out approach which is leading to being basically abducted down the wrong rabbit hole. This whole movement is the dissolving into nothingness which all the new age leaders, many of which are directly out of secret military projects are in concert organizing around the planet.

At about 4 minutes of the first video Mind over Matter embedded above we find this non dual movement in no uncertain terms stating the Self is really nothing and thus how this whole movement is a dissolving into nothingness. This is really the full inverse of the finding of the true Self which is our infinite and unique core. Without it we cannot survive passage back to the true land of the infinite. Notice how it is also all based on rejecting the body and earth. Mind here is the phallic conscious over matter/mater. He is here making the case that the human has no core and is just at the core of it all a collective consciousness.

We Need Duality

The illusion is that being a unique being contradicts with being one with all. To the contrary without real individuals or whole parts (fractals) there is no real whole. The right time line leads to Self within wholeness and oneness with all. The non duality movement being voiced here is an abortion of the whole project and purpose of birthing the Self (the real monarch butterfly) on this planet. This version of enlightenment being promoted here is a return to uroboric oneness but aborting self...symbolized by the monarch slave butterfly.

Toward the end John Hagelin shows how in calling this approach to singularity non sectarian and non religious he is cutting it off from god and wedding it to science. He says this scientific practice to enlightenment transcends all religions...which means something very profound in this whole movement which is bent on bypassing the shadow work for reasons I have now very often mentioned. I have shown that, whist the the institute church is deeply rotten and corrupt, the message of the Nazarene was all about shadow and without this work we cannot advance to the next stage in the journey of the Self. So this organized destruction of the church is an attempt to also destroy this message of the real shadow work.   

We Need a Body

It's all based on OBE or getting out of their bodies which they call enlightenment and which is collectively the equivalent of getting off of earth. The true experience of unity beneath all cannot happen outside of Self and thus body. All of this unity talk without Self is really harnessing what we would call a lower hyperspace which is not of the real light and really based on what the media sells as Aliens.

In this video in the piece following Hagelin we get a fully wrong understanding of the right brain which is not as they say the source of symbols and religion, but is the feminine side of the mind. To hang now to the right instead of the left brain is making the same error now the other way around. And is symptomatic of the ungrounded New Age which really needs the left brain in union of the right to reach Self. Self is a union of the feminine and masculine.

No wonder that it ends with Joe Rogan saying it is all a psychedelic trip. For this is, as i have presented in a prior article on the 60ies part of the cards being played.

We need a sense of Separateness

The huge error being made here is not that the sense of separateness is an illusion but that it is an error. The sense of separateness we experience was created for a very special purpose which is to enable us to become self aware and look into a/the mirror. It is not an accident that we sense a sense of separateness when we look at the world. Without this there would be no ego (caterpillar) and without the ego via shadow work we could not reach Self which is the real goal. Not the dissolution back into nothingness from where we came from and in this way aborting the whole billion year journey and experience. What results from all of this is that what is seen as a mass ascension event is really mass abduction.

February 28, 2013

Judgement Day as the Uncovering of the World Shadow



Perhaps the greatest error or omission of modern science is in the process of compartmentalizing and abstracting to understand, loosing a grasp and view on what Jung discovered as the unconscious and that what we call morality is really built into the very innermost fabric of reality. The ancients and indigenous would refer to it in their animated view of nature. This is why they would also approach nature with reverence and deep respect and even in a worshipful manner. Western reductionistic mechanistic science lost this in its compartmentalized view when it reduced nature to basically a mechanism and abstract forces. This is why Einstein said god does not play with dice. He really could not fathom nature being or behaving meaningfully or thus with intent.

In a prior writing (on the Pinocchio archetype) I said that our objectifying of nature went in tandem with our own objectification. We also did this to our view of the body, while we now know that the body is where the unconscious also resides and so that the body just like the dreams is part of how the unconscious and shadow can and does compensate us.

Meaning and Nature

Pauli and Jung proposed meaning as an alternative to causality. The radical shift in worldview thus that this would entail would eventually be too much to bear for even Pauli. The difference with the animistic worldview is that we would not be separate from this process of correction or judgement, which could be more accurately called unconscious self-judgement. So not only would become inevitable the fathoming of a deeper source of meaning involved in the direction of evolution but that we would be part of this synchronistic movement of evolution.

In fractal terms the body is a fractal of the larger body of the earth. And so not only the body would be able to respond to us in a meaningful and compensatory way but also nature could be seen as able to do this. This while the mechanistic view would make us see body and earth as requiring us to improve and fix them.

The shadow and its tendency to compensate us when we are too off beat (because of for instance concealing things) i have in other writings also argued can thus be seen as the inner justice system. The shadow and its tendency to compensate us is really what in the west has often been referred to as our conscience and in the east Karma. In the new sciences it is referred to as the self-organizing nature of reality.

The Inner Justice System

The real justice system is in ur body and u r in it. It is all around us and really what Jung discovered as the unconscious. Being the unconscious, it is nature itself. It is not only a set of abstract separate laws as science views nature. Neither is it a catalogue of written private laws which someone/group administers to another (for its own benefit). We all have learnt too well that all we find in that law concept is that the administrator of that form of justice never applies it to themselves. Everybody is subject to this real justice called the unconscious. Meaning that both external and internal nature is moral, in terms which will be delineated below.

It is neither like: please write it on ur heart. It is built into ur Self (which is what heart meant in that context), and thus ur atoms, as ur inner self-compass. It is not a system to punish u. It is a system to heal u. Because peace (wholing/healing) can only come after justice, which is the internal compensation/balancing that the shadow establishes to correct/heal our lopsidedness.

We Are Judging Ourselves

Yet perhaps most shocking of all is that it is thus a part of ourselves doing it to ourselves. So for instance we find the shadow emerging in diseases really as a means to correct the person from being off beat in key aspects of their lives. For instance prostate cancer can be the way someone who off beat in this area of their (sexual) life would be compensating themselves. So what we find thus really here is how a part of us ourselves is compensating us because we are very off beat in certain areas of our lives.

How hard the shadow or what we have concealed and have hidden returns in this sense depends on how willing we are to accept its corrective effect. It can be a drop, a leak, a flood or a Tsunami...a volcano, an earthquake.

The shadow work is the remembering of the parts we have cut off, hidden, buried. When not done consciously the shadow reemerges via diseases, accidents and at near death experiences or death as a final life review or judgement. Lying and deceit is really at the core of the rejecting of the shadow. This is why the shadow work is the real justice process.

The World Shadow

What we are witnessing worldwide is this compensatory process occurring similar to how it occurs individually, now collectively. This is because we are at an end of cycle/time and like at the end of a person's life, now we must undergo this life/history review if we are to move onto the next level. Individually vulcanos, floods, earthquakes, Tsunamis represent the violent return of the shadow or what is concealed in someone's life. I have for instance witnessed this in the dreams in terms of an individual. For instance an earthquake in this person's dreams would correlate with a heart-attack out of the dreams. It is like a built in mechanism we have in our most innermost to stop us from a totally wrong development and not fully self destruct.

It can really be anything and everything that will curb the wrong direction we are on. In dreams of someone for instance on a too inflated (too high yang) track we can find being attacked or a very hard fall as a way this inflation is curbed. The problem is that too often it is not understood.

This is now happening globally in terms of the uncovering of the world shadow. The current global system, the way this happens with a very split and lopsided inflated individual, is crumbling and must fall because it is based on deep corruption, crimes and injustices. It is premised on a very instable foundation.

It is no coincidence that we see the huge banking cartels, heads of religious bastions many states, huge corporations etc etc. all loosing all credibility and falling. So this apocalypse, we are all experiencing at the individual level is also being replicated collectively. It all depends on us how huge the compensation will be given how much we allign with this compensatory movement to come clean, or we keep enabling a lopsided system...


February 23, 2013

Are We Having Fun Yet?! (Meaning of Bliss out Illuminati Card Game)

In this writing will be illustrated briefly how a huge part of the New Age bliss out approaches which have come from the east (the false usage of these), are actually found in the very Card Deck referred to as the Illuminati cards. Meaning thus that this is one of the key pieces of the Illuminati script being unfolded and which ends with the Asteroids card and the Alien invasion card.

At that point, of the Asteroid and then the Alien invasion card we reach what the media is literally calling now 'Zero Hour' (ABC t.v. series premiered on February 15th.), which is the point I have often referred to as bifurcation. It is also referred to as singularity. Bifurcation of the 2 timelines means the timelines will start to separate and that one side goes onto hook up more and more to the smart computer mainframe environment. Which leads to a hoax rapture or singularity, where those entering are really abducted to a lower digital dimension in which soul or individuality is lost. The card discussed here has bearing on that development.

It is in the 60's with the whole hippie, flower power movement that we find a major piece of the puzzle, represented in this card, where drugs, psychedelics, combined with eastern techniques "supplemented" with western psychoanalysis were used in what I've often referred to as 'bliss-out', 'zone out' or 'space out' techniques. This is no coincidence; In dreams we found that these techniques are literally taking people to deep outer space like the Moon, Mars and even Saturn, the home of the cyber god: Prometheus. One needs to understand that we are the signal not the tv set, so where this signal is being raptured to is crucial.

I want to explicitly state that this says nothing of the eastern techniques as Meditation, Tantra etc in and of themselves, which within the eastern tradition have evolved for the mind within that tradition and the basic problem that has to be solved there.

Yet this 60's bliss out program has gone hand in hand with many of the eastern gurus who have come to the west within this context and have been not always the real sacred private eastern traditions necessarily.

We see leading bands as the Rolling Stones with songs as: "I can't get no satisfaction... and I try... and I try..."; clearly representing the bliss out (get Stoned) approach. We see also The Beatles under the tutelage of Maharishi, literally creating the global anthems for free sex and 'do whatever you want' fueled by drugs. The dictum ignorance is bliss is really what was fostered by this card/agenda in the sense that if u didn't see something it didn't exist, which was really a method for cutting off the shadow in disguise. And thus a ticket onto the false time line. This laid the basis for a next generation which resulted from this 'everything goes' tradition not even knowing who their real father is, etc.

It laid the basis for the destruction of the corner stone of society: the nuclear family. In the way Big Pharma has taken over the role of the drugs; the test tube babies etc have intensified the organized attack on the family. The cutting off of all responsibility from actions is the typical way in which the shadow is cut off.  

Another eastern guru which has gained plenty acclaim in the west in this context is Osho. This excerpt below is from The Hindu Times:
"Osho, Bhagwan Rajneesh or simply Rajneesh was one of the most controversial spiritual leaders of 20th century. He found divinity in sexuality and allegedly taught his disciples, to follow free sex as a way to nirvana.
Blending Tantra, Zen, and Western psychotherapy into his teachings, Osho's message appealed to people who were either looking for experimentation, for hedonistic pleasures or came from disturbed, broken family backgrounds."
This generation was completely derailed with free sex and anything goes... It was not only the beginning of the destruction (like the Atom) of the real nuclear family unit as the basic building block of reality and society, but was the lack of foundation of what was come afterwards: a Zombie generation.




Stoned vs True Bliss

Here below is added a link to a video presentation of the well known Graham Hancock, which illustrates the bliss out program installed in the 60's, with his own case. Like we see with all these cases this program never really stopped. It only evolved and became stronger. Born in Edinburgh, Scotland, Hancock's formative years were spent in India. In the video below he shares a personal encounter with death during an Ayahuasca induced NDE, which prompted him to stop the use of marihuana immediately. He had used marihuana for 24 years. The Ayahuasca NDE lead him to an encounter with what he called mother Ayahuasca. She told him the path he was on, his abuse of marihuana; his never changing inflated behavior, would inevitably lead to annihilation after death.



After death, mother Ayahuasca revealed, he would be found wanting, in what the Egyptians referred to as a court for final judgment, the hall of Osiris. This drug use, bliss out scheme installed in the 60's was later taken over by the unholy alliance between psychiatry & Big Pharma. Graham says Ayahuasca could never be used as a drug for fun, because it makes one very sick, and I add induces a NDE. After his return to the UK he never used marihuana again. The marihuana withdrawal made him a nicer, more creative person he says. This is because he stopped blissing-out.

Real Shamans use Ayahuasca in real rituals and not for fun or blissing out or thus running from the shadow. It is also made in the brain as DMT which is not accessible to the split stoned mind. Shadow work, is as painful as using Ayahuasca because it entails also a painful kind of life review back to all the places we have cut off. Therefore touching the shadow connects us to Self and I believe what is experienced as the somatic correlate of the numinousity (wholeness) of the Self: endogenous DMT. This is what in dreams connects us to the Mother (Sophia) which I believe is the same Mother Graham refers to here.

What Graham relates, is an encounter with the collective unconscious which is really the Judge or the Sophia (Lady Justice), and is absolutely no fun whatsoever because everything concealed for our whole life to ourselves is uncovered. Before reaching back to Paradise we must undergo this life-review which is a NDE and the only image really catching it is the true crucifixion or being impaled on a stake. We can not get back in the Kingdom unless we remember childhood, not bliss out from it. That blissing out approach jump started in the 60's is the yellow brick road to the underworld false emerald city which is fully digital or fake and lacking any reality to it.  Right here we have the two time lines, one heading back to the lost Kingdom and the other heading to the underworld.

The deeper we go toward the collective unconscious the more painful it becomes especially if we haven't processed and assimilated the shadow. There's no other way to reenter Eden. Those who truly survive the life review of the shadow work, which is indeed Judgement day, are in their dreams returning to the trees of life. Toward bifurcation we will start to see these collective dreams as real, which is the direct experience of Self and what we now see as dream. But this is also so for the false time line and those on it. This is the convergence of space time with where u are at in ur dreams or thus at the level of the collective unconscious. Therefore what we are doing now is on us, as simple as that because Judgement day has begun collectively at this end of cycle. 

Apocalypse: Uncovering the World Shadow

The danger with exogenous Ayahuasca is that as Graham says such a life review all in one and thus judgement can be too much to handle. It can take years to uncover and digest the total shadow in the dreams. But this is what is now occurring collectively. The dreams say we are in Judgement day.

The dreams do this in a very gradual way so we can fully digest what comes up. Being thrown into it can cause psychosis. This is basically what is happening in the world: the uncovering of all the filth at once coming up out of the sewer system in very high places yet implicating everyone. As in Graham's experience we are ending up by the same place we left off before the Fall from Eden which is where the indigenous still are. But there are now two options.

Toward the end of the book of revelation, which ends back at the portals of Eden where we left off, we find a final Judgement taking place, very much like in Graham's experience but collectively. This correlates with the end of a uroboric precession cycle which would also be thus the return to Eden after this descent.

In the collective dreams we have found a collective court process has begun. This coheres with the meaning of the Apocalypse, which is the uncovering of the world shadow. We are witnessing the coming out of all or uncovering of all that has been concealed at the highest places and everywhere. 

The apocalypse in someone's life is when all of the concealed shadow returns at the end or at some crucial point. This can mean the end of someone, or if they accept what is coming up and truly deal with it and come clean etc., there can be redemption. This same coming out of the shadow (all that has been hidden and concealed) like a Tsunami is happening collectively and this is what the court case in the collective unconscious means. All of the corruption and secrets are coming out, they are trying but will not be able to hide the evidence. 

The false timeline is trying to imitate the true time line. Their cyber neon green Emerald city will be the imitation of the true Garden of Eden. Given the Illuminati cards, the last cards are being played now, because everything is coming out... everything. They have to play the last cards. Which thus also means that the bifurcation is not far away.